Marja Kostamo says of herself, “At 21 years of age I was desperate. The chaos and uncertainty of our lives was making me lose my mind. I cried out to God and He asked me for one hour a day with Him. How do I find an hour in my already endless, crazy day? What at first were hours of dry praying and reading the Bible, opened up into a treasure hunt because God started to answer my prayers. I began to hear the voice of God.”
I met Marja at a conference last year and asked her to share a story for this newsletter.
I Asked the Lord for a Dream
It says in the Bible that in the last days God will give dreams and visions (Acts 2:17-21). It also says that He wants to give the Holy Spirit to those who ask. In fact, it says “how much more will your heavenly Father give the Holy Spirit to those who ask Him” (Luke 11:13). Dreams and visions are part of the activity of the Holy Spirit, so I asked for a dream….
….and I woke up to a dream. This is what I dreamt.
It was a fall day, getting colder, grey, and moving toward winter. There was a lot of activity in a hospital and in a large parking lot of a nearby shopping center. Groups were meeting and talking, mostly they were Christians I knew. We were getting ready to go somewhere. There had been instructions given to quickly pack a bag and leave everything else behind. I was going around making sure everyone was doing this and packing my things too, trying to figure out what to take and what to leave.
Then it was time to board the ship, ready or not! It was an old cruise ship now used for what seemed like an evacuation. It began to move down a river and soon was out in the open ocean. As I walked down a hall with a teenage girl, the lights began to flicker and then go out, leaving us in complete darkness. I thought, “This ship is falling apart!” We made our way to a lounge with big windows that gave natural light.

Suddenly an announcement came over the speakers, saying, “The ship is going to flip!” Immediately I felt us tilting. Within seconds we were in a roll and under the water. I was flying around and saw the water roiling and churning through the big windows. I thought This is it.We’re going to die now.
Just as quickly as the roll began, we came back to an upright position. We had done a 360 degree roll, and then carried on our journey. It was like a kayak roll.
I woke up knowing this was a dream from God, but what did it mean? I asked for the interpretation and used a dream symbol book but nothing fit. Nothing had that “aha” sense of being right. My husband walked into the room and settled into his recliner. He asked if I had been listening to any of the new music on YouTube, Psalms turned into songs. He put one on and as I listened, I quickly recognized it was Psalm 46.
When these following words were sung, I knew this was the interpretation:
Therefore we will not fear
Though the earth gives way
Though the mountains be removed
Into the heart of the sea
Though its waters roar and foam
(Psalm 46:2-3)
Why won’t we fear? Because…
God is in the midst of her She shall not be moved God will help her when the morning dawns (Psalm 46:5)
Though the promised birth pangs Jesus spoke about are increasing in the earth (Matthew 24), and the nations are making an uproar (Psalm 46:6), Jesus is the Captain (Joshua 5:14) of the boat and will lead His people safely. “He led them safely, so that they did not fear, but the sea engulfed their enemies.” Psalm 78:53.
Thank you Marja! Marja Kostamo is the author of Treasures of Darkness.
Image Credits: Ship amidst storm and Stormy sea voyage by StockCake





